Your Drafts: Randomiz0red Sunday Outing., 150 Years in memory., aavaraNa - The revealation.
The last two are the ones that never took off. The first one's about the Ramnagara trip. Try finding the photographs at my flickr. Not much about them, except for the butterfly or perhaps even the rooster.
Anyway... the big wedding's finally over, life draws back to a grinding halt after an ever so strenuous phase of over rev-ing. And the decision is still pending..The random 374*10^3 number's always haunting me... It all seems to zero in whether I'm going to make a mere mediocrity of myself or actually something worthwhile. Opt 1 thats got 1.57*10^4 on it seems the sanest way out, somehow... mediocrity again.. I'm probably not destined for anything better.
Matter of ability ? Perhaps.. My lethargy, lack of dedication and commitment, confidence, work ethic is the root cause. Back again on the usual contempt and complacent whine..'I'm destined for no better'..Ingenuity, Decadence are just my virtues, traits. Anti Depressants please.. whatitsname.. ecsitalopram ?